Broken

My heart is absolutely broken tonight. I come from the doctor to find out that my X is on match and has been...when last night he said he wasn't. I'm so sick of his lies. Then next part: he's meeting a girl-that has a half Asian kid (14months) at our place. My fav restaurant. A place I've had many birthdays at-a place we take our daughter to dance-a place we celebrated our anniversary at- a place we meet me best friend at. Now I will never be able to go there again-which really upsets me esp now that we have little girl and they have the perfect set up for her to dance. I love listening to our music people sing and all that is lost cuz he is taking this new chick there. She's already talking about him playing with her little boy. I'm absolutely sick that of all places he is taking her there.