It has been awhile since I have written on here. A lot has happened. I am officially divorced. The actual day was unique I suppose when compared to most divorces. We rode there together and we chatted and laughed and did our thing and went to lunch after. We got married (a way I didn't want to - the justice of the piece because he was in the military and about to be shipped out) but we went to Chinese after so it's only fair to go to a Chinese after our divorce right? Lol Then that night we went to a Tx Country music show with our little girl. Then the next day we did another show and trick or treat. I guess we are weird. But sadly...not much has changed with us being divorced which shows me how sad our marriage really was. We are super close and see each other pretty much every day. We do dinner and still take the kid out and we grocery shop together. I began seeing someone on June 30th. I'm still with him but we aren't where normal almost 4th couples should be. He was in an accident and I visited him at the hospital. We don't see each other as much as I feel we should. Weekends are almost impossible to go on a date for some reason. He uses his kid a lot as an excuse. She's 14 so she should be out with friends or go stay with her mom. I get frustrated we can do our date. I'm not asking for something wild and crazy. Just a dress up dinner and movie or something simple. He is finally opening up to me. Which is progress. He also said he loves me in passing...like a slip or I don't know. He confuses me. I feel like he's hiding something...I sure hope not. I also hope he's not using me. The using me will be the next post because this one is getting long!
