Control freak

So I think I have a problem. I am accepting the fact that I am a control freak! It's odd...I'm controlling and possessive. I wish I wasn't but I don't know how to stop caring so much. I am nosy-a natural FBI agent. If you hide it...I will find it. I'm obsessive. I wish I ha more positive traits and talent. I can name a million things I hate about myself and one-pushing it that I like about myself. Sad...I am going to have to work on that...I have been but I haven't been successful.